"The facts of life aren't always black and white, But when it's all said and done, at the end of the day, I'm trusting God to guide me through the gray." John Reuben

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

The Exhilaration of Running

There is no rhythm or pattern to this. I just wrote.

Tying my sneakers
Stretching my legs
Putting the headphones in my ears
Pressing play on my ipod
Opening the door and taking a deep breath of fresh air.

The question in the back of my mind
Do I really want to do this or
Do I want to relax and be lazy.

I put the thought of laziness out of my mind
I walk to the end of the street
I cross the crosswalk
I decide which direction I should pursue

Running
Breeze blowing my hair
Cars buzzing by

Walking, catching my breath
Leaves swirling around me
Shins and calves burning.
Go a little further and turn around

Running
Putting one foot in front of the other
Heart racing as I make for the home stretch

Pace change to a slow walk
Open the front door
Fall on the floor
Over yet, no.

My heart rate is up
Can't miss the opportunity
Hands behind my head
Crunches

Calves burning
Shins burning
Now abs burning
Feels good, yes.

Thankful for the ways in which we can exercise. And the exhilaration it brings! And the chances to admire God's infinite creation.


Monday, September 26, 2011

Dude Perfect™ (Backyard Edition)

Walking Dead - Decyfer Down

Pull the trigger now, end me,
Mark me for the kill,
Like I marked your hands your feet,
I spilled all your blood, flowing deeper,
To suffocate the sin, till I'm drowning you again
 
I am so alive, since you took my life
I'm walking dead now, only you remain
I take the life you gave, I walk from the grave
I'm walking dead now, I am not afraid!

Stabbing deeper now, spill me,
My body left for dead,
Like I pierced your side until it bled,
Now the blood flows freely,
It fills me till I see, that there's nothing left of me

I am so alive, since you took my life
I'm walking dead now, only you remain
I take the life you gave, I walk from the grave
I'm walking dead now...

Friday, September 23, 2011

Stay Silent or Cry Out

"Are we scared to stand out from the crowd?
Make a difference in our own town?
If we stay silent with our voices now
The rocks will cry out"

If you were to answer that question honestly, what would it be? Mine would be, yes sometimes if not most I am afraid to speak the truth. To be set apart. 
But why?
Cause I don't want to be different, I want to "fit" in? That is a lame excuse.
God doesn't need us. His creation screams His name all the time.
God gave us a charge to go out and preach the gospel. But that doesn't mean we need to go to far away countries to do that. Our own towns have people who need to hear it too. Sometimes just standing out and not doing the "in" thing is speaking out, louder than words ever could.
Paul says I am not ashamed of the gospel. I wish that were always true with me. I need to learn to step out of my comfort zone, but I can only do that through the grace of God.

If you have a chance you should listen to the whole song by the Newsboys its called One Shot.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Destruction of the Word of God and Christianity----Fail





 "the Word of God is not imprisoned" 2Timothy 2:9b



Throughout history, over and over, the Word of God and Christianity has had many attempts on its life. But instead of dying it has prospered and flourished!

Voltaire, the noted French infidel who died in 1778, said in one hundred years from his time Christianity would be swept from existence and passed into history.

The roman catholic church tried to put a stop to Luther's increased understanding of the Word of God. But instead he wrote about it and even translated the Scripture into German, which was the everyday language. He wanted ordinary people to be able to interpret Scripture.

Tyndale translated the Bible into English. He smuggled about 18,000 copies into England. Henry VIII gave orders to have all the Bibles destroyed. He managed to destroy most of them....but not all of them! 2 survived.

Too many people to be listed have been burned at the stake or executed in some regard for proclaiming the truth. But nobody has been able to quench the incredible light that illuminates the darkness of this world.
Many people today are still proclaiming the Word of God and translating it into new languages everyday.
People try and stop them but THE WORD OF GOD cannot be imprisoned.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Late Night

Yeah! She was playing with my hand....and Jo grabbed my camera

"Would you please stop taking random pictures"


Cumston Hall Replica that their brothers built

Apparently I was boring them

Again Jo using my camera

Sisterly Love

Me and Jo

Me and Corrie

Again me and Corrie

Me and Jessi

umm..yeah

For some strange reason I love this one of us!

Pig pile on Jenna

Ya we're cool!


Either cool or little messed up.....

So I'm thinking Jessi and Corrie are having an unbelievable conversation...Jo is upset that she's not in on it...and I'm just off in my own little fishy world!

Monday, September 19, 2011

Sales Pitch Chorus

Left yourself lying in the dark waiting to be exposed
Catch yourself hiding from your heart and what God only knows
Smile put on your game face
Your death bed awaits
And sure there's grace but it's going to sting a bit
Try to sell it to God and see if he buys your sales pitch

No Opinion - John Reuben

Go ahead, grab your picket sign
And you can find out what you're protesting later on
It sure feels great to be a part of something, doesn't it?
Just as long as you belong
Hey, look at this
Little revolutionist
Trying to start a revolution with nothing to revolt against
Is it the truth that you're defending
Or the chance for you to grab some attention?
Well hey, there's the pedestal stand up straight
Don't it feel great?
Everyone can see your face
What's the cause again?
Why're you arguing?
It'll soon be forgotten, so why you bothering?
You'll be off to the next thing that'll keep your short fickle attention span stimulated
We're the products of a spoiled society
So naturally spoiled products are generated

You see, I have no opinion, I don't
I could, but I won't
I'm tired of arguing
So don't begin what cannot end
Because I'm tired

You're defined by having an open mind
Yet you close me out every time I speak mine
We could agree to disagree and move on but humans love proving each other wrong
Forget it
Religion, cultural differences, politics
This could go on forever if we let it
This repetitive rhetoric is pathetic
Back to nowhere is where the argument's headed
You are who you are
Who am I to end it?
Hey I can't make you think past your mental limit
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/j/john-reuben-lyrics/no-opinions-lyrics.html ]
I'm not God, I do not set the standard
Do not look to me if you want to expand yours
You see, me and you, we didn't create the truth
Without the grace of God our views are construed and at best just a good attempt
Heck, it wasn't until I surrendered my opinion that life made sense

I have no opinion, I don't
I could but I won't
I'm tired of arguing
I have no opinion, nor do I need to win
See, I'm tired, I'm tired of arguing
So don't begin what cannot end
Because I'm tired, I'm tired of arguing
I have no opinion, actually I do
I just don't want to dispute with you

I'm only so many years old
Raised in Columbus, Ohio what do I know?
Midwest perspective, Midwest approach to life
American church, American Jesus Christ
The do's and don'ts, the wrongs and rights
The facts of life aren't always black and white
But when it's all said and done, at the end of the day
I'm trusting God to guide me through the gray

See, I have no opinion I don't
I could, but I won't
I'm tired of arguing
I have no opinion, nor do I need to win
See, I'm tired, I'm tired of arguing
So don't begin what cannot end
Because I'm tired, I'm tired of arguing
I have no opinion, actually I do
I just don't want to dispute with you

Monday, September 12, 2011

More Like Falling in Love by Jason Gray

"More like falling in love than something to believe in
More like losing my heart than giving my allegiance"

That is part of a song that playing on the Christian radio station!
This song goes against scripture. This is just part of the chorus but the whole song is like this.
Let's take "more like falling in love than something to believe in" anybody else see something really wrong with that? If that is true what do we make of when Paul says "Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ, and you shall be saved." Acts 16:31. Or in John 6:47 where Jesus says, " Truly, truly, I say to you, he who believes has eternal life." I think that's pretty clear that it IS something to believe in.
"more like losing my heart than giving my allegiance" anything wrong with that one???
I looked up allegiance in the thesaurus and here are some other words that mean the same thing,dedication, devotion, duty, faithfulness, fidelity, obedience, and obligation. Those are only some of what they listed. There are many scriptures that say we need to do these things! Don't you want to? For what Christ has done for us, this is all he asks for in return. Granted it is hard. But he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
Anyways. I could say a lot more..but those are my thoughts on this song. I just can't stand to listen to it on what they call a Christian radio station.

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Pursuit of Happiness

In my opinion, the "pursuit of happiness" is something that is a made up lie created by the great deceiver! Yes you can be happy and want to be happy. But you can't be "happy" as people put it, without Christ.
Happy-what does happy really mean?
Something fun?
Something that brings you complete joy and fufillment?
No worries?
Well you can have fun. But it doesn't last long. The things that last long are the joy, fufillment and the no worries. How to obtain those things? hmmmm... Only through the blood of Christ.
Will that take care of your "pursuit of happiness"?
Can we please change that to the pursuit of Christ? Doesn't that sound better? That should be our goal in life, not the pursuit of worldly happiness.  Once we put our priorities in order and start pursuing Christ and learning and living how He lived, we will learn contentment. Contentment is joy and fulfillment but in Christ.

"For I have learned in whatever situation I am to be content. I know how to be brought low, and I know how to abound. In any and every circumstance, I have learned the secret of facing plenty and hunger, abundance and need." Phil. 4:11b-12

Now doesn't that sound like something worth pursuing?

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Joy With a Meaning

Round, round, round again
Finding myself in the same place I started
Feel like I’m chasing my tail
With no beginning or end
With nothing to do or say
I find myself

Myself, weak yet prideful
One minute depressed and pitiful
The next raising myself to the utmost
Happy yet not. Can you define it?
My mind can’t seem to find the One I lack.
Jesus Christ

Feeling the chase
Have heard the Word but not responded
Have tried but rejected it
Here I stand in the world and of it
Processing but not comprehending
How long can this last?

Hit the bottom alone. Alone!
No one here but me, at the mercy of others
Yet, maybe there’s hope
Hope in Christ and not in myself
Been looking at it blindly, not about me
But about Him.

Now I’m not alone. Not alone!
I have a hope found solely in the blood
He’s lifted me out of the bottomless pit
Now I’m in the world and not of it
He’s made me see that I now
Have the joy I lacked.

Monday, September 5, 2011

Hindsight by John Reuben

I screamed to God out of frustration
After another day of waking and hating the fact
That I'm still where I'm at
What's the point of all of this
Cuz I'm not seeming to find it
Is it meaningless? I search the reason behind it
Because these moments seem to drag on forever
And these years on end seem to have never been this
Desperation has formed repetition within
Too insecure to pretend and I'm too weak to defend
Here it comes again all in my world again
Left with no direction no beginning no end
The days blend together and the weather never changes
Numb to the outcome but yet not quite painless
Aimless to whether or not I made a mistake
And if so how far is too far before it's too late
Should I wait but then what would be too long
To reverse the effects if I was wrong

(chorus)
Hindsight is a beautiful thing
When you can look back and see what patience and time can bring

Is it a must that I'm here is it a must that I stay
In order to look forward must I look away
We're moving towards a new day
Unsure of what tomorrow will bring our way
I'm not even quite sure of what this day holds
I say we travel the unknown and watch it unfold
Hold today close while still reaching for tomorrow
Through the test of time I've seen joy overcome sorrow
So with every trial I endure
With hopes to mature into what I was created for
More than life itself I want life itself
Press past the present until forever is felt
And take hold of the hidden mystery
Wide eyed and open I now see differently
If it's to be then give me the strength to be content
And find peace in knowing one day it will all make sense

(chorus)

Learning to accept the unexpected
Because the unknown wasn't here for me to correct it
So I let it go and stopped trying to control the impossible
Simply put tossed in the shuffle
At a young age just like everyone else
So I don't feel sorry for you or for myself
Love is bigger than that and I'm not below or above
The way it moves even though the things it does
To my train of thought can bring about doubt and uncertainty
Patience tends to not agree with my psyche
That's more than likely just some pride in me
Fighting expectations of where I think my life should be
Selfishly I forget so quickly
Let me never forget Lord break me in humility
Some sort of amazing grace on me
As I look back upon my life and where You've taken me

(chorus)

Hear the call peace fall
From trial to triumph I want your hand in it all
Allow me to know where to stand in it all
Life Giver